Where will I be, in future's time?
Will I be the contented grandmother cradling the child in my arms, taking a stroll around the blocks in the park, the lady in powersuit finally gotten used to high heels, having the time of my life travelling through the regions of SEA and Europe, the lady jetting around in my own car (drop those COE prices!), happily ferrying my parents around to where they want, the one being able to go on holidays at a greater whim compared the usual 9-5ers?
Will I be surrounded with friends who keep in contact, my loved ones with me, will I be the average or above average OT? Then again, with respect to all the wonderful, hopeful things that can happen, the entire opposite may also happen.
Ahhhhh I'm getting soooo old. The joys of donning a uniform again, skipping classes, the world of innocence. Brwar. Guess we kinda morphed into the dark and dangerous world. Ohwells. To make the best out of it, to act in conscience.
Weee! Today I spent the longest time ever guy-shopping. Hahhaa. Happiness now is being in contact with my friends, yipppeee!
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Sunday, January 9, 2011
With what you have..
Its about what you have. I have a Dad currently slogging away at close to 1am when we're due to wake up at 4plus. I have a Mom sleeping peacefully.
Sufficiency. We're really growing up nehs. So much development ever since we last saw each other. Are we becoming different now? The good thing about family is that no matter what, you'll still get together somehow.
Sufficiency. We're really growing up nehs. So much development ever since we last saw each other. Are we becoming different now? The good thing about family is that no matter what, you'll still get together somehow.
Friday, December 31, 2010
2011
In 2010 I probably have had more new experiences than I ever had.
Not everything goes by the norm. You never know how you might end up. Meeting my best people ever since I came back has to be the most awesome thing ever. Amazingly I managed to cram meeting some JC peeps, poly mates, BB CO girls and 4e1! Not forgetting my family and relatives. It's all I need. Being happy with what I have now.
Blessings and strength for the new year please. Thank you!
Not everything goes by the norm. You never know how you might end up. Meeting my best people ever since I came back has to be the most awesome thing ever. Amazingly I managed to cram meeting some JC peeps, poly mates, BB CO girls and 4e1! Not forgetting my family and relatives. It's all I need. Being happy with what I have now.
Blessings and strength for the new year please. Thank you!
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Just like that lor.
Bye.
Cuz you had the trust but you lost it, sorry and I can't believe what you wanna make me do again. I. Cannot. Believe. It so I cannot believe you anymore. Sickening.
Because my horoscope says so, because I feel so, because I think I have more self-control than that. I love myself, I love my life and that's how it's gonna be.
This is probably the best quality time I'll get with my Sis. OooOoh I think I wanna visit her again when I've graduated. And btw I got my results! Looking good hahah with As and mostly Bs. Chio sia, school in Aussie is almost effortless. Almost. Such is life.
Next time it'll be awesome if I can have sufficient time and money to travel (maybe at least once every two years?), live in a comfy chio house (with stone floors for kitchen and wooden flooring for rest), be surrounded by friends and family and be happy. Awesome. (: I just get so happy dreaming about it. Go, happiness!
Cuz you had the trust but you lost it, sorry and I can't believe what you wanna make me do again. I. Cannot. Believe. It so I cannot believe you anymore. Sickening.
Because my horoscope says so, because I feel so, because I think I have more self-control than that. I love myself, I love my life and that's how it's gonna be.
This is probably the best quality time I'll get with my Sis. OooOoh I think I wanna visit her again when I've graduated. And btw I got my results! Looking good hahah with As and mostly Bs. Chio sia, school in Aussie is almost effortless. Almost. Such is life.
Next time it'll be awesome if I can have sufficient time and money to travel (maybe at least once every two years?), live in a comfy chio house (with stone floors for kitchen and wooden flooring for rest), be surrounded by friends and family and be happy. Awesome. (: I just get so happy dreaming about it. Go, happiness!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Ommmm.
I am currently being bored to death, relying mainly on social interaction through the Internet. Thank goodness I didn't choose to stay over in uni during the hols - the emptiness is getting to me. Human beings are social beings after all. Thank goodness too for the friends I have online. Wahahahhaha. They keep me sane.
ONE MORE DAY!! One more day to new things to do, new food to eat, new people to meet, sights to see and fun with my sistaaaaa! Hang on there. At least tomorrow I'll be going out.
Sian. I'm almost turning 22. Fellow 22-ians, can you even believe that?? I can't believe that. I couldn't believe it when I turned 18, then 20(jump to a '2') den an adult 21. Come on, I'm practically a kid still. Goodness why do we hafta grow up?
Rwarawr to people assuming that there's nobody else in this floor and for taking my chicken kiev and absolutely useful stunning frying pan. Rwarwar! I almost wanted to put up a sign "Someone still lives here please stop taking stuff".
Heard that some e1 people are going for suppa tonight. Ohh man. I'll be back, soon! Before you know it! After you blink! Okay now blink. Haha.
So how should I go about with you? Tell you? Tell you what? Live on what I shouldn't be doing? Coming home is a different thing. I'm stuck.
But without trust, you and I are nothing.
I am currently being bored to death, relying mainly on social interaction through the Internet. Thank goodness I didn't choose to stay over in uni during the hols - the emptiness is getting to me. Human beings are social beings after all. Thank goodness too for the friends I have online. Wahahahhaha. They keep me sane.
ONE MORE DAY!! One more day to new things to do, new food to eat, new people to meet, sights to see and fun with my sistaaaaa! Hang on there. At least tomorrow I'll be going out.
Sian. I'm almost turning 22. Fellow 22-ians, can you even believe that?? I can't believe that. I couldn't believe it when I turned 18, then 20(jump to a '2') den an adult 21. Come on, I'm practically a kid still. Goodness why do we hafta grow up?
Rwarawr to people assuming that there's nobody else in this floor and for taking my chicken kiev and absolutely useful stunning frying pan. Rwarwar! I almost wanted to put up a sign "Someone still lives here please stop taking stuff".
Heard that some e1 people are going for suppa tonight. Ohh man. I'll be back, soon! Before you know it! After you blink! Okay now blink. Haha.
So how should I go about with you? Tell you? Tell you what? Live on what I shouldn't be doing? Coming home is a different thing. I'm stuck.
But without trust, you and I are nothing.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Friday, November 26, 2010
I mean
Ahh. What's new?
Are you what I need?
Hols have been gooooot (: One of the best times of my life when I get to live how I want to, enjoy and take in things anew. Travelling for these two weeks have been an intense workout, cuz I'm climbing mountains like once every two days. Steps, inclines, mountains, mud puddles, the sea, rocks, pebbles, you name it, I've got it.
Man I REALLY should have asked for that guy's contact. Araraghghghg. Gawwwd.
The trip has been a test of my thinking as well. As to how to deal with people, to show tolerance, come to a compromise etc. Many a time each of us may wanna do our own thang you know. Plus good food isn't always available, but we did go frugal! I haven't had good music in two weeks omg the best I can come up with is singing to myself or trying to harmonize with my SPY group. Hahhaa.
Each person had his own special song to go along.
This trip was also a test of disconnecting myself with the virtual world. Which also meant lesser communication with those overseas. I think I've become slightly different. Just by talking to friends online I get a very pleasing feeling :D pleasant feeling, pleasing, whatever. It feels like I'm looking at things differently now. An attempt to show more patience? A horizon broadened? Hm.
I learnt lots of new stuff on the trip, about different plants, berries to eat when one is stuck in the wilderness, different types of trees and the best type of weather to see them in, interesting facts about animals (wombats rule by far!), met different people etc.
By today 3 of my floormates have moved out. I miss Nik's toopid antics and good food and Charlie's 'Hey YY how's it going?' greetings. Ohwells. People come and go. At least our paths crossed once.
Frantic packing going now.. but I'm at a good progress. I just have TOO MUCH to bring back to Sg, who knew that I could own so much :D 1 more month! Nothing feels warmer and better than friends who tell me they're waiting to see me again and hang out and do stuff ((: Just about nothing. It tells me that friends are really significant and they stick around.
You know, if you're so busy, don't bother. Obviously I'm not good enough motivation if you can't do something simple yeah.
Are you what I need?
Hols have been gooooot (: One of the best times of my life when I get to live how I want to, enjoy and take in things anew. Travelling for these two weeks have been an intense workout, cuz I'm climbing mountains like once every two days. Steps, inclines, mountains, mud puddles, the sea, rocks, pebbles, you name it, I've got it.
Man I REALLY should have asked for that guy's contact. Araraghghghg. Gawwwd.
The trip has been a test of my thinking as well. As to how to deal with people, to show tolerance, come to a compromise etc. Many a time each of us may wanna do our own thang you know. Plus good food isn't always available, but we did go frugal! I haven't had good music in two weeks omg the best I can come up with is singing to myself or trying to harmonize with my SPY group. Hahhaa.
Each person had his own special song to go along.
This trip was also a test of disconnecting myself with the virtual world. Which also meant lesser communication with those overseas. I think I've become slightly different. Just by talking to friends online I get a very pleasing feeling :D pleasant feeling, pleasing, whatever. It feels like I'm looking at things differently now. An attempt to show more patience? A horizon broadened? Hm.
I learnt lots of new stuff on the trip, about different plants, berries to eat when one is stuck in the wilderness, different types of trees and the best type of weather to see them in, interesting facts about animals (wombats rule by far!), met different people etc.
By today 3 of my floormates have moved out. I miss Nik's toopid antics and good food and Charlie's 'Hey YY how's it going?' greetings. Ohwells. People come and go. At least our paths crossed once.
Frantic packing going now.. but I'm at a good progress. I just have TOO MUCH to bring back to Sg, who knew that I could own so much :D 1 more month! Nothing feels warmer and better than friends who tell me they're waiting to see me again and hang out and do stuff ((: Just about nothing. It tells me that friends are really significant and they stick around.
You know, if you're so busy, don't bother. Obviously I'm not good enough motivation if you can't do something simple yeah.
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